Big Helpers, Big Sweaters, Big Eyes

The girls earned some extra movie time this morning for helping me clean up the house a little. (Of course, as any Mom of preschoolers knows, the movie serves the purpose of allowing Mom to really clean up the house without interruption.) Don't worry--it's School House Rock, so it's educational.

We've also been sporting our sweaters lately as we keep the heat (and hopefully the gas bill) low. This giant one that Susannah is wearing is a hand-me-down from Maggie that I just love. It's supposed to be this big. Her eyes, however, are just naturally that big.

365.8: Big Eyes

Not Imperfection

I am a perfectionist. It may not be obvious from my kitchen full of half-cleaned dishes, or from the piles of clothes flung over my bed. It may seem odd that a "perfectionist" would skip days in posting photos or stay up late to write a blog post when she has to rise early enough to be out the door with her husband in the morning.

The dishes? I have to do the just right, but I don't have time, so why do them at all? The clothes? I wore this outfit once, so I'll fling it over the bed because I can't put it back in the closet because it's not absolutely clean. The blog post? Must write the most beautifully crafted blog post that creatively ties in with above photo. (I have no delusions about the "beautiful craft" contained in this post, let me assure you.)

My many half-attended-to blogs are further testimonies to my perfectionistic tendencies. Not satisfied with a personal blog that portrays the various facets of my interests, I want each post to perfectly fit into a cohesive vision for a blog that will one day make it big.

How often does that happen?

So instead, I am trying to be satisfied with, not imperfection, but reality. I love the idea for my blog "Trenches of Motherhood." I also love the title of this one. For this photo project, I am coming to terms with the directions in which I feel pulled. Most of these photos will contain my kids, so I want to post them here. But when I decide to ramble about motherhood and life and perfection? For now, I will also put it here.

I am not ready to let Trenches die completely. But then again, I over-think things. I haven't met a decision I've made that I didn't contemplate changing. I am tempted to write a lengthy explanation of why "Sibling Revelries" really applies to my life in general rather than being a cute family blog title. My life is formed by my siblings, we are all siblings in Christ... but it stretches thin very fast.

Sometimes life fits together neatly. Other times, Mickey Mouse is your computer buddy, staring up at you slightly lazy-eyed and having lost his shorts weeks ago. Less than perfection, certainly. But mainly, just reality.

365.7: Mickey

365.6: Icons

After I attempted to get a few good shots for today, my camera remained on "Sepia Tone." I happened to pick it up and this image flashed across the screen as I was moving it to another location. Much better than my orchestrated attempts, I thought. I centered the image and snapped the photo. These hang above my computer desk.

365.5: Five Years

Happy anniversary to us about a month ago. I can't throw anything away, can I? (No, they aren't from my wedding--I tossed the bouquet when we moved last. These are just a surprise anniversary gift from Andrew.)

365.4: Readers

Many of our mornings are spent thus: Mom on the computer while the girls entertain themselves. Maggie loves to "read" and has actually been making comments that lead me to believe that she may be ready to learn to do more than look at the pictures and recite the stories. She points out when two words on the same page are the same or when a word has two of the same letters. She knows all of her capital letters and most of her lower case letters.

We have begun a very informal and loose home pre-schooling with her this year, using the Five in a Row curriculum. I think it may be time to add some phonics.

365

Since I am moving things over here, I'll introduce the little project I have undertaken. Some friends of mine are doing a photo a day for a year--365 photos in 365 days! I am joining them and am on about day 4 and have transferred the posts over here because I am that anal.

I'm keeping the original dates of the posts, so look below for new photos. Enjoy!

365.3: Sticker Elf

As I was occupied doing something, the kids were also busy. I turned around and Susannah's hair was adorned with stickers, which made me think of Narnian wood nymphs with hair trimmed in leaves. Nanna's always looked sort of elven.

365.2: Clean

Not wanting all my photos to be of my children, I had to look elsewhere for inspiration.

365.1: Sisters

While I had some more interesting and better-lit shots from Day 1, I couldn't decide between them. So, I'll just post my first one. My girls are so big!